Imma be better! So what is she supposed to do? I LOVE that scene in Shadow Play. Alison and Emily are in alisn locker room and Ali gets undressed right in front of Emily, then asks Emily to put her bra on for her, so Emily does and then starts to kiss her neck. Like, of course she isn't going to completely ever be honest with the girls, she's been conditioned since she was a child to lie, to believe her own lies and to "fight fire with fire," when you use a defense mechanism for that long do you know how hard it is to stop?