I need to work with animals again. Please feel free to contact me:• Would I be able to so clearly think on the direction my life is going if it hadn't been for this medication? It was a lot easier to blame everything else, as they say, when I could run away to the bottom of a bottle, as they say, and so far they were correct. I may have smoked and drunk my brain clear of any recollection of past awakenings. I can't recall.